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Friday, September 08, 2006
can I have it all forever?
I never get enough of somethings in life. Even as I am experiancing it, an element of fear creeps in whether I could have it all forever. They say all good things come to an end, but I can't seem to accept it. Cool breeze of the blowing wind makes me relax no matter how distressed I am. It reminds me that there is a superior force beyond our reach, to destroy you any moment at the same time to comfort you. When I was young, I always believed that I would be taken care of.But now, I am living all alone. The warmth you get with the presence of your family around is indescribable. Few days back, I got to spend sometime with my family. I was carefree and once again felt light. Among all those I know, my favourite now is my nephew. He is a miracle to me. He is manifestation of innocence, love and mischief. There is no description for how I feel for him. This little one has no inhibitions. and you can never predict what his next move will be. Every gesture of his makes you feel that he is an embodiment for the existence of God. He is not the first baby ever created but this little one is my sister's which means he is mine too. Once upon a time, there was someone in my life whom I thought I would never have to part with. One fine day, reality struck me and that person just dissapeared. Took time to accept it. Still deep inside you still wonder, why do good things come to you and just go away....can't I have it all forever? (Wish I could express my thoughts better...but right now...I am relieved that I let out something...may be someother day I would get back to this and add-on somemore...)
posted by confusionism at
9:20 PM
3 Comments:
well if u want to be philosophical about it .. its coz if it just went on and on you would never know how wonderful it was... if you wanna be syndical abt it ..its coz life is a bitch...
i think we can be at peace forever but we are not coz we choose not to me.. there seems to be some pleasure is pain.. some unbelievable psychotic part of us which wants us to cling to our past.. wants us to mope for what could have been but isnt..
but well how do you know it would have been that good?? if it went bad then maybe it was never good to begin with rite.. we see what we want to see.. maybe there is better yet to come.. maybe our past makes us see wot we want more clearly in future.. so there is higher scope for happiness
i think the charm is life is to let go of things u have no control.. and enjoy wot u have now ...
i probably dont make too much sense.. but oh well i guess i never really did.. ur blog just got me think a little bit..
10:53 AM
well if u want to be philosophical about it .. its coz if it just went on and on you would never know how wonderful it was... if you wanna be syndical abt it ..its coz life is a bitch...
i think we can be at peace forever but we are not coz we choose not to me.. there seems to be some pleasure is pain.. some unbelievable psychotic part of us which wants us to cling to our past.. wants us to mope for what could have been but isnt..
but well how do you know it would have been that good?? if it went bad then maybe it was never good to begin with rite.. we see what we want to see.. maybe there is better yet to come.. maybe our past makes us see wot we want more clearly in future.. so there is higher scope for happiness
i think the charm is life is to let go of things u have no control.. and enjoy wot u have now ...
i probably dont make too much sense.. but oh well i guess i never really did.. ur blog just got me think a little bit..
10:57 AM
Thanks for that...whoever has written it...:)
I used to look at it both ways...Like to always believe that everything happens for a reason and what happens is the best for you and ofcourse, it is just a test you are put through to make you realise what you are worth and what you are capable of...I appreciate and thank everyday for giving me all that I have and allowing me to exist in this universe.
Your statement, "if it just went on and on, you would never know how wonderful it was"...does make lot of sense...
1:27 PM
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