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Saturday, June 23, 2007
I will not let anything bad happen to me. I will not give myself false hopes. I will not think of something that can't happen. Over the past few years, I have only showed me wrong people, and have fallen for the wrong people. I will not do that mistake again. Its time to move on and to help myself. I let myself down and allow others to take me for granted.
Yes, its time...
posted by confusionism at
10:37 AM
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Too crowded....need space...
Seems like I have evolved into a different being. Like as though a spirit has got into me. Could be a transition phase in my life...
Teenage was a screwing time. With all the hormones flowing...in the midst of a confused state when you end up having a crush on every new kinda boy you meet. World was small then. I had no control over my life. But now, I feel not much different, even though, I have a control over it, atleast partly...
I am a spectator of my own life.
Memories haunt me. Each season reminds me of the state I was in the previous years during the same season. Well, I have been able to get over a few of them.
I do not know what is holding me back.
Even as I am typing, I am aware that each line is talking about a different incident....
I do not know what I need to be writing about right now. Its just that I dont find anyone around whom I can talk to....so here I am.....
I wish for a break. A big break. I want to get away for a while and undergo a transition, again for the good only..
It does not matter whether this blog is making any sense to anyone. But right now, I am using it to clear my mind because, my mind is getting too crowded with thoughts.
Thanks for reading anyway...
posted by confusionism at
10:26 AM
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To let it out....
Yet another time....completely shattered. It all over., for good or bad...I have no clue. Its when sad things happen that you sit and console yourself saying, ah! everything is for the good. Well, this time I am fnding it a bit hard to digest that thought.
But, then again, you gotta move on...and for that you gotta give yourself all the strengh and tell your self, hey Look around...bright days are yet to come....
With that thought, I stop thinking and start to wait....
posted by confusionism at
10:21 AM
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